Seems like most of my journals crop up after midnight. Haha.

Anyway. Isn't it horrible how the past is so difficult to cast off? How silly events in your life keep biting at your heart strings till they snap and you get all depressed? Yeah, it's an odd view, but hmm.
I guess recently things have been unusual for me, and I've been taking very independent views on things. I've changed a lot in the past years, and I really can't tell how any more. What I was seems like a blank, haha. XD
All I do remember is I was a bit less sarcastic. Oh dear. XD;;;

Oh, I've also become more jealous and selfish. Haha, fantastic. XP
I mean, my patience has gone. I hate helping people if it takes me more than a few minutes, because more often than not, it's something I could do myself in a few minutes that they need painstakingly explained, argue about, and then don't see the obvious. e.g., "How do I convert this file?" "...There are instructions." "Yeah but I don't get it." "Open that." "There's a button." "Just one?" "Yep." "...then click it." "Then what?" "...you have instructions." "Yeah, but..." "Just open the file you want to convert!" "Has it done it?" "Well if it said 'done' then I should assume so." "Where is it then?""It's with the original, more than likely." "Oh ok......Where's that?" "How do I know? YOU opened it." "Yeah but I don't know where it is." "...isn't it right there?" "No, that's the original." "Are you sure?" "Yeah it's...let me do it again...how do I do it?" "...You just click that, open the file and it should work." "It's too fast, it can't be working." "But...it's right there. Look." "No that's the original - oh no that's it! Haha."

Now to ask for help, they've sat there talking at me (I wear headphones and thus don't hear when I'm wanted - a gesture I imagined would give the message "I'm busy. Leave me to it.") and interrupted me mid-whatever I was doing.
Bah I'm too bored to rant. XP

...Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you...
...Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye, never gonna tell a lie and hurt you...

Ah Rick Astley. If only music these days wasn't about "My heart's broken cos this whore dumped me *cuts wrists*" and "I was banging mah hoes cos I'm a *racial slur and general indecent language follows*" and more about being faithful, happy, etc. etc. I swear, music is such an influence on the lives of people that it could be considered like, soft-propaganda. Metal and such aren't so bad, cos they're not about being a dick, basically, and you can get some nice rap, but the popular stuff is all either very dark stuff about heart-break, or about your latest sexual-partner/prostitute or shooting some guy cos he somehow insulted you or something.
Oh Rick Astley. You might be a bit poncey looking, but jeez you have the right idea. Haha. Btw, yeah I'm stereotyping, but stereotypes only come to exist because to a degree, they're true. From there they snowball a bit, but at the source, the stereotype probably has a believable foundation.

I must say it's odd though, cos I'm swapping between Never Gonna Give You Up and Stupid MF by Mindless Self Indulgence. Ones about being faithful to your lover, and all that nice stuff - and the other's about, put simply, a stupid motherfucker. XD
Oh jeez my diverse tastes are just so luscious I could lick them.

BTW, The World Ends With You is zetta awesome. I've been playing it most of this afternoon and evening (should be studying gwarg! @__@) cos it's just so so so fun. XD
It'll take ages to get all these bloody secret reports though. XO
Oh well.

Btw. I hate people. Hah!


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